Pirynn
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear Lord Jesus, Thank You Lord for giving me MJA the OR nurse as a source of stress relief on times of workplace toxicity. His mere existence makes me feel happy. I don't wish to control his life or his choices but I do wish he's happy and healthy and that he truly has faith in You. The uncertainty of him if he has a girlfriend, a family or none is... making me anxious a bit. Maybe I'm putting him on a pedestal, because lately it's all been darkness and he is such a lightbulb. And I feel so happy because everytime I pray for him, like really pray for him, he unexpectedly appears and I even got to talk to him even in only a brief moment. I don't know where everything else leads, Lord. I do want to get out of the NICU because of toxic coworkers and just go to the OR instead(not just because of him of course). I do hope You lead me to the right path, the right decision, where I won't feel buyer's remorse and where I would feel fulfilled and I could glorify You better. Because honestly.. working in the NICU made my darker side come out. Instead of the smiling, laughing Pirynn, here I am quiet, withdrawn while listening to my coworkers talk bad about me all the time (even if we're an enclosed room). So, Lord Jesus, please. Help me. Lead me to the light Lord. I can't be my own light and the light to others if my heart feels dimmed. Please and thanks a lot. Love You! In Jesus' Name We Pray, Amen