Pirynn
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear Lord Jesus, Thank You for letting me see M (Mr. OR Nurse) a lot. I've just felt so in the dark lately that the thoughts about him were the only ones that make me look forward in going to work. I really don't look forward in going to work with such dreadful coworkers but I do want to see him. Seeing him lights up my heart, but I don't let him see it.. because of my fear of rejection, my pride, and my fear that he might have a family, a girlfriend or if he's a playboy. He might be a lot of things! But... one thing I do pray is that he always seeks You Lord. Your counsel, Your wisdom. I pray that he is or he becomes a man that You want him to be, even if his life doesn't truly include me. And I pray that I won't be selfish too. That even if he's happy without me, I'd be truly happy for him. Because that's how true love should be. And I do pray that if we do form a relationship(future husband, hey!), I pray again, that I won't be selfish, that I would learn how to compromise my own needs with his, respect him and give him the love he deserves, and that he would do the same for me. And that no amount of childhood trauma, bad memories from exes, daddy issues, prejudice and distrust could ever ruin the love we would forge together. I pray that I would be a blessing to his life and that he would be the same for me. That we could weather anything together in Your Name, Lord. We would pray together, have You as the core of our values, and have You as the center of our relationship. Thanks a lot for listening as always, Lord. Love You! In Jesus' Name We Pray, Amen.