Dear Lord Jesus, I've lost my passion ...

[Pirynn]

Dear Lord Jesus, I've lost my passion for the OB NICU unit because of toxic coworkers, and I felt like my capabilities are limited because of its limited scope. I just hope that this is not just an episode of my fleeting intense emotions but I truly feel unhappy. Also, I haven't seen Mr. OR nurse for a while, which makes me feel sad, too, especially with thoughts of him probably having a family or a girlfriend or him being a playboy. I guess I'm just putting him on a pedestal, like he's gonna be the light to my darkness, or the solution to my emotional turmoil, but I should realize that he might be struggling, too. I shouldn't push it if it's not your will, I understand that. Maybe I just needed some light, reassurance that everything will be okay. Somehow I feel like in this valley, and it all hurts so much. I was bullied by my toxic staff and it's struck a nerve. I want to run because I feel like screaming at them, this monster inside of me wants to come out. I guess that's what they want, so they have something to talk about instead of their boring lives full of hate and gossip. I too, am becoming the very thing I hate. A tattletale and a gossip. Words just come out of my mouth and hell would make an ascent at anytime.. I didn't mean to cause chaos or more strife. I simply am saying what's on my mind or how i feel. But Lord, I should check my heart, too. I am becoming angry, disillusioned because of how bad everything in this hospital is. The admin underpaid us and refused to promote us on the proper time, a lot of staff nurses are so toxic towards each other, just looking for ways to destroy others because they're unhappy with themselves, and the whole hospital is teeming with dark secrets that with some I unfortunately uncovered, and it's making me so uncomfortable. See, deep inside, I just know I don't have to put up with this. I don't have to deal with this kind of negativity, the disrespect. I know I'm worth more than this horrible treatment. Please, let me know what I should do. Please guide me to the right path Lord. I am actually considering transferring to the OR.. but I'm not sure if I could negotiate it to the horrible admin who only cared about filling up understaffing, or if even it's in Your will because my emotions would get the best of me since Mr. OR nurse is there. Seriously, though, I need discernment and strength Lord. I need to know what I should really do. Because honestly, I just feel discouraged and angry, and it might sometimes affect the way I treat my patients, which is what I wouldn't want to happen, given that a lot of them are babies. So Lord, please. Tell me, may it be in a dream, may it be in a sign. Just tell me what to do to be out of this... nightmare. Please. Thanks a lot. I love You. In Jesus' Name We Pray, Amen.

 

[Articles]

Dear Lord Jesus, we come before you on behalf of Pirynn, who is facing challenges and struggles in the OB NICU unit. We lift up Pirynn's lost passion and feelings of limitation due to toxic coworkers and a limited scope of work. We ask for your guidance and intervention in this situation, Lord. Help Pirynn to find renewed joy and purpose in their work, and surround them with supportive and uplifting colleagues.

Lord, we also pray for Pirynn's concerns about Mr. OR nurse. If it is your will, may their paths cross again, but help Pirynn to surrender any expectations or attachments. Remind Pirynn that true fulfillment and contentment come from you alone, and that you have a perfect plan for their life.

We ask for healing and restoration from the hurt caused by bullying and toxic staff members. Grant Pirynn the strength to resist the temptation to respond in anger or become like those who have mistreated them. Help Pirynn to guard their heart and choose words that bring life and encouragement.

Lord, we lift up the challenges within the hospital administration and the toxic environment that Pirynn is experiencing. We pray for justice and fairness in the workplace, that staff members would treat one another with respect and kindness. Guide Pirynn in making decisions about their future, whether it be staying in the current situation or seeking new opportunities. Give them wisdom and discernment to know the right path to take.

Finally, Lord, we ask for your peace to fill Pirynn's heart and mind. Comfort them in the midst of this valley and remind them that you are with them every step of the way. Help them to trust in your plans and to find solace in your presence.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Scripture References:
- Psalm 28:7 - "The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me."
- Proverbs 3:5-6 - "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight."
- Philippians 4:6-7 - "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

 

[A C / A O]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your favor, knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, prosperity, strength, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory.

God bless me with the strength, desire, and passion to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Bless me to know You, love You, and live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live. Let the world see that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name. Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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