Pirynn
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear Lord Jesus, I humbly come before You tonight to ask for forgiveness of how I acted last week. I was so out of faith, distrustful, unforgiving, angry, and depressed. Remnants of those feelings still remain. All because my past traumas were triggered by my coworkers talking crap about me. I would like to pray for this week to be so blessed by You, and help me see those blessings instead of my perceived losses. I pray that I will be stronger and much more competent as a nurse mentally, spiritually and spiritually than I ever was before, especially for the babies who are quite sick at the NICU. please heal them Lord. Thank You for continuing to take care of them. Thank You for letting me have a civil conversation with my current head nurse regarding my transfer to the OR. I pray that the fear regarding my impulsive decision will dissipate and that whatever happens, I would recognize that You were always there for me. I pray for my crush, Mr. OR Nurse himself. Yeah, partly, the thoughts of him did influence my decision to transfer to the OR, where I just braced myself to get disappointed again, in which.. I wouldn't want to happen, Lord. I just want to pray for his health, his safety and his happiness even if it won't be with me. And I do pray that if he doesn't resign by the time I finally make it to the OR, I pray that my emotions won't get it in the way, and I'll develop a deep loving friendship, not only with him but also with my future coworkers as well. I would love that. And yeah, thanks for leading him to the NICU again haha the sight of him really lifted my very down mood up. Really, Lord, the sight of him makes me feel really happy for some reason. Although I would actually pray that he would feel the same way, I know I'm not in control Lord... but You are. And I would wish for nothing more than for him to be healthy, happy and Godly. Yeah, I wish for his faith in You to be renewed every morning, and that he'll yearn for You and Your will Lord. I pray for his salvation. (I am praying for him to be my boyfriend and future husband, but still, Thy Will be done, Lord!) I pray for my current coworkers as well. Truly, i dont like working with them because theyre so toxic, but I pray for their salvation as well. That the world doesn't matter at all.. but You do. And I pray for my transition in the OR. May it be the perfect fit for my personality and the transition will be better than it was in the Nicu. I pray for better relationships with my future coworkers and the doctors i'll be working with and that I'd keep my mouth shut if I don't have anything nice to say, and I'll be as competent and driven as ever. Thank You for blessing this decision Lord. And Lord, thank You for always keeping my family safe and healthy. Thank You for continuing to do so, especially with the dogs and my sister who is alone in the UK. I pray for a very blessed Christmas.. I mean this year has its up and downs but I'm very happy that this is the year I declared myself saved and discovered a wonderful relationship with You. Thank You so much for a wonderful 2023, and may 2024 continue to even be better. Well, that's all. Thanks a lot. Love You. In Jesus' Name We Pray, Amen.