Pirynn
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear Lord Jesus, I feel like nothing's going great in my life right now. I have an ear infection with drainage that's making me super self conscious especially at work, i'm doing a terrible job at work, i'm depressed because of toxic coworkers and toxic workplace and my baby patients are very sick, the hospital administration is not treating us well and kept on withholding our pay, my crush is not acknowledging my presence, my ear hurts, my dad is still a narcissist, my mom is a nagger with twisted logic, my sisters are all cynical and depressed, my relatives are always causing drama, i'm constantly trying to survive, i'm constantly trying and trying and trying but I always mess up. I am clumsy, i always do the wrong things, I always make bad decisions, I'm told I'm "too emotional". I try going for things I actually like but somehow nothing ever springs up from them because someone always has to be favored more. Nothing I ever do is right or even worth it. I feel like I'm nothing. I am nothing. and my existence just feels like a burden.. if I disappear right now, the world would feel like a much better place to live in. I feel so far away from You, God, right now. I don't even know if You hear me right now or even read this or even care, like there are more pressing matters than how I feel. I tried to keep on praying.. I just pray and pray, but I feel tired. All my life it's just the same battle and I am tired. If You ever feel like making a miracle happen, please make it happen. Because I really need one. Thanks. In Jesus' Name We Pray, Amen