Pirynn
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear Lord Jesus, I am praying for mental health and sanity. I am slowly crumbling into darkness and I'm getting really sad and depressed at work. People keep asking me "Are you ok? Are you enjoying yourself?" I keep saying yes but with dead eyes and a fake enthusiastic demeanor. When does this end, Lord? Am I really gonna get transferred to the OR or am I just gonna get disappointed again? Yeah I'm quite unhappy, but people just would tell you being unhappy is a choice and it's always somehow like my fault or something. I don't know what to think or do anymore. I feel like what I wanted never matters. Do You even care about what I want? Or is it somehow Your will to just let someone else have it because I can take self-sacrifice? I can take it yeah, but with resentment and bitterness. I am tired. I am simply tired. Please, I need a miracle. A breakthrough. And protection for the babies in the NICU. thanks a lot. I love You. In Jesus' Name We Pray, Amen.