Dear Lord .Im really sorry I put so much time and effort in worrying and doubting.What do I do Lord our lives have become as such I struggle always.Please forgive me and please lessen our burdens so I can reach a point where I know my direction and heal my son and I of these curses,spiritual bondages and all thats not of you.I ask continually Lord for help in all areas of my life.Most people mock us dear Lord because we have become this way from all to having nothing.Lord I acknowledge all of my sins and sins .Only you can release us and free us .Our hearts are sore with pain .I don't know what else should I do.I cannot depend on people but you are my only hope ....You know all of our needs .Please help me so I can help my son.He is Lost and cant do this alone.He needs me but I need you because I don't have the strength I am really out of options .Please send all the help we need my Father.We have nobody .Thank you Jesus .Thank you for all the days I thought I wont make it.Please send help.