Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear lord. I pray you shine light on my life and light in this dark place. Lord I have had bad luck and situations for months. It's been very hard and each day it get worse. I pray for light and pray each situations gets better and no more bad. I pray for this light. Lord I don't know what to do. For years she had been on my mind and I have tried to move on but I can't. Is this your sign to me? Lord other people have come into my life and nothing has worked for me. Is this your sign to me to hold on to her? Dear lord please show me your pAth for me. Talk to me. I have tried to move on but nothing and only thoughts of her. Why am I holding on and why can't I move forward. I pray you lay me on her heart, mind, soul and thoughts. I pray events or things come up whereby she remembers me and thinks of me. I pray she is reminded of me. Lord she is with someone who is using her and doesn't value her. Please lord let her not commit to him and make wrong choices . Lord stir her away from this bad choice. Let get patents and brother say good of me. Let her father whom she rep sects say good of me and remind her of me. I pray she thinks of me, remembers the good and misses me. I pray I am one day appreciated and my value is one day known. Lord I pray and pray even when told everyday that I will never be contacted and never be appreciated I still pray as I have fiath. I pray she doesn't choose him but me. I pray others around her speak good of me . I pray others around remember the good deeds I have done and remind her of these and especially events that did and took care of. I pray her ego goes away and she can put it to the side . Lord I pray she contacts me. Lord I pray for this. Lord I have no control and leave this in your hands. Lord I know what I praying for is equivent to moving a mountain but I have fiath in you , faith in my prayers and believe. Lord I have for years contacted so many priest who have told me to chnage my prayer in order for t to be heard and I have but still waiting. Please lord I pray I wait no longer. Lord if I've done wrong please forgive me. Please lord forgive me. So much good in my friends lives and in hers and I don't know what I've done to have so much bad . Forgive me. Until this day lord I pray for strength and clear mind to get through each day, night . I pray I can remind focused and not feel down. Amen
