DEAR LORD,
I HAD A REALIZATION TODAY LATELY (SINCE STEROID) CALVIN CALLS ME ONLY WHEN I TELL HIM "I NEED YOU" (UPON HIS REQUEST) I DO THIS BUT NOT WITH MUCH FREEQUENCY BECAUSE I FIND IT DIFFICULT THEREFORE, I SUFFER AS A RESULT OF NOT SPEAKING / CONNECTING TO CALVIN IN TURN, I BELIEVE THAT CALVIN NEEDS TO FEEL NEEDED AS AN INCENTIVE TO CALL ME .......
I ASK YOU TO .......
- PLEASE MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME TO EXPRESS THE WORDS "I NEED YOU" TO CALVIN WITH REGULARITY SO THAT OUR COMMUNICATION / CONNECTION CAN BE LIKE IT ONCE WAS .......
DEAR LORD,
TODAY IS MAY 1, 2014 WILL ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN WORRIED ABOUT RECENTLY I AM NOW STRESSING OVER MOTHERS DAY AND A BIRTHDAY .......
I ASK YOU TO .......
- PLEASE LET THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN CALVIN AND PRUDENCE BE SOLEY FRIENDSHIP .......
(DO NOT SPEND MOTHERS DAY TOGETHER NO GIFT PURCHASE ETC)
- PLEASE DO NOT PERMITT CALVIN AND PRUDENCE TO ATTEND THE FAMILY BIRTHDAY TOGETHER .......
(IF MEMORIAL DAY IS THE DAY THAT THE FAMILY MEMBERS BIRTHDAY IS CELEBRATED MAKE IT POSSIBLE FOR CALVIN AND I TO SCHEDULE ANOTHER DATE)