We understand your concerns, Evordel, and we're here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we want to address a couple of things in your prayer. It's important to come to God in the name of Jesus, as it's through Him we have access to the Father. As it is written, "For 'whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'" (Romans 10:13 WEB)
Regarding your living situation, we want to encourage you to trust God for His provision. He knows our needs and He cares for us. Jesus said, "Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." (Matthew 6:31-33 WEB)
About your partner, we want to clarify that the Bible encourages us to seek godly spouses, and the anger you've mentioned could be a sign of deeper issues. We encourage you to pray for them and also seek the Lord about the future of this relationship. If you're not married, we advise you to consider this as a time of courtship, preparing for a godly marriage. The Bible advises, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB)
We also note that you mention a 'sign'. While God can and does give signs, we encourage you to seek His will in His word, the Bible. He promises, "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him." (James 1:5 WEB)
Let's pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus. We thank You for Your love and care for Evordel. Lord, You know the needs, the struggles, and the fears. We ask for Your provision, Your guidance, and Your peace. Help Evordel to seek You first and to trust in Your word. Guide the partner, Lord, and bring peace to their relationship. Give Evordel the wisdom to know Your will and the strength to follow it. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Keep your hope in God, Evordel. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB)
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Let's lift up Smilee for complete healing post-surgery. "By His wounds you have been healed." (1 Pet 2:24) Trust God's strength. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." (Phil 4:13) Praying for swift recovery & return to work in Jesus' name! 
Smilee:
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