Anagniosyne
Humble Servant of All
Dear Lord, I am here again praying for hope in reconciling my marriage with my wife. Again maybe I have been praying wrong, asking for the wrong things, maybe I have not been asking for enough. Lord draw my wife back to you, show her your importance in her life, the value and joy that comes from trusting you and serving you. Show her that trust in you concerning her business will only lead to good, that if she follows your guidance, her business will succeed, that she may find better avenues for her business to serve you. Avenues that will help her connect with you and the joy she once had. Show her that leaning on you gives her more strength than she ever knew she could muster, strength for dealing with her own hurts, with the hurts I have laid on her, with the pains that come with living in this world, she can defeat it all with You guiding her. Help her to understand that her value comes from you and that if she takes the value you give her it will manifest in what I have been trying to show her all along. Remind her that the way she responds to me, her family, and life dictates how she feels. Give her the strength to communicate her true feelings and wants, and that by doing so she fulfills a part of herself that only she can control. Point out very directly who she should keep in her life and who she should be wary of, as people in her life may be tearing her from You. Help her to find new clients for her business, the right clients that will alleviate stress, pay their bills, but lead her to friendships and happier days. Soften her heart to me Lord by showing her truth, of who I am, who I can be, and how you can use me as a tool to love her and help enrich her future. Help her to remember what it is to give willingly and without reciprocation, but to still get that reciprocation because she absolutely deserves it from me and her family, for the many things she has done. Please keep satan and his demons away from her, keep the dark internal thoughts she has at bay, as both are cultivating in her a negative look at everything that happens. And Lord as the Bible says we should not worry about other peoples issues before we deal with our own, let me pray for myself. Lord help me to grow as a person, as the leader of my family, and one of your children. Help me to trust you and follow your guidance in how I proceed in all the actions of my life, my marriage, my family, my writing, my career, my health, my Christian walk and so much more. Lead me directly down a path that helps my life be better. Help me to stand and do what’s right, help me to fix my finances and my drive to succeed. By trusting you Lord, lead me to a place where my wife sees me in a whole new light, in a way that cultivates a deep seeded desire to love me again, to follow me as I follow you, in a way that sparks a romance and attachment that draws her back. Help my following of you to show her that she can lean on you and me again, that as your tool in our marriage that I am of great value and can be a great example of how she can fix herself. Give me the wisdom, peace, and strength I will need to achieve that. Be patient with me Lord, but show me some sign that my marriage still has some chance guided by you to reconciliation. Give me some hope that my pursuit to keep fighting isn’t in vain, and if it is give me the peace and strength to continue anyway. Help my emotional strength Lord, some times I feel so weak, so controlled by this situation that even when I follow you, I feel helpless in what I can do, what I can say. Help me to respond in strength and kindness, help me to not get pulled down in the things that hurt me, give me that strength to keep pushing. Remove distraction from my goals, give me the time and energy to push hard for being better. Help me to not be anxious, manipulative, or insecure in this process. Help me to stand up for what is right, but what my needs and wants are. Too often I have given in to what she wants, and not been clear or firm about what I want. Make it so clear on how to proceed Lord that I won’t stumble. Give me peace where I should have it. If it is to follow through with divorce, then please make it known through You, but if not Lord give me some boost to see hope. Forgive me of my many sins Lord, I beg you to look on me with mercy, do not punish me too harshly Lord, help me to fend off those who look to hurt me and my family. Lord make me mentally and physically stronger, give me the drive that it would take to move a mountain, give me the faith to believe and follow through, give me the skills it takes to be a great leader in my house. I beg you Lord I am putting in the effort I can muster and feel as if I am slipping in the mud. Turn that mud hard, give my legs the strength to push. Help me to be a better Christian and better example to my family, help me to get into a church community and please soften my wife’s heart to come back to church with us. Through me show her what greatness can come from being a part of the church and learning more about you. Lord this is it, this is that prayer long I have worried about praying, the one where I just need you to intervene and take action. I don’t know what you will do, but Lord I am here and waiting with an open heart. As the leader of my family, I need you to step in and deal with the issue unfolding every day, your words and action can change everything right now Lord and I will follow you. I love you Lord, thank you