Pirynn
Humble Prayer Partner
Dear Lord, I am angry everyday. My father is a difficult person, I believe he is a narcissist who cares about nothing but himself. If he shows a bit of care, it's when he gains something from it. My mom on the other hand, I think has OCD. Too perfectionistic, everything needs to be in control, but she also hoards a lot of things so our house is in chaos. My mind is a constant stream of anxious, intrusive thoughts, swirling in a whirlpool of chaos. I'm scared. I'm lost.. but mostly I'm just filled with anger and spite. I feel like I care too much about the things I shouldn't, and less about the things I should. I've become selfish and cynical at times, but somehow You always pull me out. But... I need prayers. A lot of people to pray for me to get me through to where You want me to be. And I know it's not here at home where my soul is rotting away.. Please help me Lord. Lead me. And in the process, please ensure protection and provisions for my 8 dogs and my 3 older sisters. Thank you Lord. PS I'd love to meet even for a short while my future husband who is from You. I'd love for him to be the exact opposite of my father. Thank you!