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Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord God, I did not finish the report. I am so disappointed to myself. Lord God, please help me acknowledge Your presence, please help me gain more trust and faith in You. Lord God, I feel so weak right now. I was thinking awhile ago of ending my life because I am not that good in everything. I am no help to everybody. Even my boyfriend doesn't listen to me when I told him not to smoke and drink liquor, he doesn't work, he doesn't have plans on us. Maybe I am not that good that's why he doesn't follow. I have no reason to live here in the world. What I want is to have work which salary can help build house to my parents, I can save for our future, and to help other people need shelter, build a home for the homeless, help children who are on the darkside, help in the office. but I can't do that because I am not good. I lose hope. because I can't even save for myself, I don't know how to communicate. I am losing more hope when I wasn't able to prepare minutes and financial report for today's meeting. I am sorry for being suicidal. I pray through Your Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, Amen.
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