Andree
Servant
Dear Jesus, tonight I figured out more about myself and why I was addicted to porn and sexual act, first and foremost Lord I ask for your unwavering forgiveness and the awful acts I committed. Lord Jesus I know now that my childhood trauma caused by my father and friends have caused me to find comfort in sexual acts and pornography. Lord Jesus I ask that you heal my brain from these things and allow me to heal from my childhood trauma and forgive my father for how he treated me. Lord Jesus forgive me from the trauma I caused myself by doing awful things with people sexually and people. Lord Jesus I ask that you heal me from everything I have experienced in my earlier life and the things I have done. I ask that you wipe that out of my life and allow me to grow in ways I never thought possible. Jesus I know your plans for me are to prosper and have a good future. Please don't let my past determine my future Lord and please don't let me think people are judging me and let them not judge me. I am so sorry for the things I did and I know now that it was a coping mechanism to escape my reality from the hurt I was caused from a young age. Jesus please grant me your grace and mercy upon my life and thank you for everything you have blessed me with even though I did things that are not lawful according to your laws. I apologize for backsliding and I ask that I now start living in to my full potential. Thank you Jesus that you restore relationships that was hurt my the things I have done and also how I have acted. Restore everything about me and blessed me with even more. I thank you Jesus for always being with me and never leaving my side. I love you Lord Jesus, in your holy Name I pray, AMEN!