Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Jesus,
Please hear my plea. LORD, I am sorry. I am so sorry for all the wrongs in my life, all the wrongs of my past.
I’m so sorry that I’m so far off from you probably in a hundred ways. I’ve missed the mark over and over, and sin is missing the mark! So LORD, I am a sinful man, and all my righteous is as filthy menstrual rags!
LORD, I’ve tried and tried and tried to get it right for years. The lines are beginning to show on my face. LORD, I’m weary. I’m weary of trying and weary of failing and weary of falling.
LORD, you have been extremely patient with me over the years. This I know. God, you have even saved me from being taken out of this earth prematurely on many occasions. And I thank you for your mercy, but still after all your patience with me I’m sure I still let you down in hundreds of ways. I’m so sorry. I don’t know how to make my heart better. I stumble and stumble. And I try to change my thoughts and my thought patterns. I know that my subconscious is the helm steering my actions, and I’ve tried everything from affirmations to hypnosis to memorizing large chunks of scripture. I have tried everything under the sun to transform myself from the inside out, and to be what 2 Cor 5:17 tells me I am, but in the end it all fails and here I am again with the same old yukky me. I know from the Bible that you make some vessels into honor and some unto dishonor.
It all feels so hopeless. Only you can save me. Only you can save my soul. I fear standing before your throne and all my faults and imperfections being exposed. I feel I have hundreds of imperfections and places where you won’t be pleased and where you may even be angry!!
Oh Jesus, help me!! Jesus help me! Jesus help me!! My heart is surely not pure! I cry out for your blood to cover me. I cry out for your blood to cover my sins and faults and imperfections! I don’t want you to be angry at me!!
I feel from the time I was a child I never had a true foundation on which to build. I feel my life was built on a rotten foundation as far as my family and home life as a kid.
I feel as if my entire life has been playing CATCH UP for what I lacked as a child. And I feel as if I’ve never really actually caught up. I feel as if I’ve been chasing my tail all these years!
Oh Jesus help me!!!!! Why am I here? Why was I born? What is my purpose? How can I find peace. resolution, shalom, compensation, recompense, closure and happiness? Oh Jesus, is there a way out of this vanity? Is there a way out of this madness? Is there a way my heart and soul can be at peace and rest? Is there a way I can find blessed assurance?
Jesus, I am so desperate. I’m at the end of my rope and have been for a long time.
Jesus, I fall asleep at night calling your name. I fall asleep calling out for your help. I’ve done this for years. But for years you’ve not answered. I pray with all my heart you haven’t cast me aside. I feel so lost. I feel so lonely. I feel so helpless.
JESUS HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please hear my plea. LORD, I am sorry. I am so sorry for all the wrongs in my life, all the wrongs of my past.
I’m so sorry that I’m so far off from you probably in a hundred ways. I’ve missed the mark over and over, and sin is missing the mark! So LORD, I am a sinful man, and all my righteous is as filthy menstrual rags!
LORD, I’ve tried and tried and tried to get it right for years. The lines are beginning to show on my face. LORD, I’m weary. I’m weary of trying and weary of failing and weary of falling.
LORD, you have been extremely patient with me over the years. This I know. God, you have even saved me from being taken out of this earth prematurely on many occasions. And I thank you for your mercy, but still after all your patience with me I’m sure I still let you down in hundreds of ways. I’m so sorry. I don’t know how to make my heart better. I stumble and stumble. And I try to change my thoughts and my thought patterns. I know that my subconscious is the helm steering my actions, and I’ve tried everything from affirmations to hypnosis to memorizing large chunks of scripture. I have tried everything under the sun to transform myself from the inside out, and to be what 2 Cor 5:17 tells me I am, but in the end it all fails and here I am again with the same old yukky me. I know from the Bible that you make some vessels into honor and some unto dishonor.
It all feels so hopeless. Only you can save me. Only you can save my soul. I fear standing before your throne and all my faults and imperfections being exposed. I feel I have hundreds of imperfections and places where you won’t be pleased and where you may even be angry!!
Oh Jesus, help me!! Jesus help me! Jesus help me!! My heart is surely not pure! I cry out for your blood to cover me. I cry out for your blood to cover my sins and faults and imperfections! I don’t want you to be angry at me!!
I feel from the time I was a child I never had a true foundation on which to build. I feel my life was built on a rotten foundation as far as my family and home life as a kid.
I feel as if my entire life has been playing CATCH UP for what I lacked as a child. And I feel as if I’ve never really actually caught up. I feel as if I’ve been chasing my tail all these years!
Oh Jesus help me!!!!! Why am I here? Why was I born? What is my purpose? How can I find peace. resolution, shalom, compensation, recompense, closure and happiness? Oh Jesus, is there a way out of this vanity? Is there a way out of this madness? Is there a way my heart and soul can be at peace and rest? Is there a way I can find blessed assurance?
Jesus, I am so desperate. I’m at the end of my rope and have been for a long time.
Jesus, I fall asleep at night calling your name. I fall asleep calling out for your help. I’ve done this for years. But for years you’ve not answered. I pray with all my heart you haven’t cast me aside. I feel so lost. I feel so lonely. I feel so helpless.
JESUS HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!