Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Jesus, My heart is feeling heavy. It's a sharp pain, thinking about going to job tommorrow. I don't like this job. I have tried to be strong, but I can't. My heart is aching. I can't take it anymore. Please father Hear my prayers. I don't want a luxurious like. Everyday I am suffering. I have not taken a new dress in a long time. I feel very depressed. I cannot bear even one day going to work. Every place I go, every door I go, I am blocked. I have tried my best during my university. I worked very hard, to get good marks. I have not gone any outing and I worked very hard. I was very persistent, I applied for all the jobs that have been notified. I landed in a job which I don't like. I am okay with the low job. Only peace matters. Every call, I am anxious. Every call I get scared that ppl will mistreat me. Every call I am scared that I will Dsat. Ppl have mistreated me. They called me bitch. They told me I don't speak their language better. It breaks my heart. I am really sensitive. I can't take scoldings like that. There is no use of my masters. I worked on programming languages, very difficult algorithms. I worked alone with the toughest subject. I have no friends. I am really very lonely. I have been single for almost 5 years. Still I think about the heartbreak. Even though I was helpful, nobody is talking to me. Everybody took advantage of me. I have also sinned may times. I am so sorry. My heart feels very heavy Jesus. I cannot take it anymore. All my dreams are shattered. Could not take it anymore. My health is degrading. Please help me Jesus. Heat my prayer..I don't want a luxurious and happy life. I want peace. I want a better job, even with this compensation is more than enough father. I can't afford to fix my glasses. I have not bought clothes In a long time. My dreams are becoming impossible. Even a clerk Job would be good father. Please help me. I am begging you. I am falling at your feet. Help me. Please help me. Hear me father. Please