Dear Jesus .Although I don't go to church I still seek your presence in our lives .My so and I need you Iin our life.Please forgive me for not coming to your house .Lord you know my situation.You know the people involved and what and how they operate .Rebuke the enemy my Lord .Rebuke the enemy who try to hind us to there advantage .They only care for themselves and neglect the little one with me so they can drink ,and enjoy themselves.Lord show them what life is without having someone to do dirty work They use me to do this.They have entered my house and self destructed everything and it's unfair.They know all my weaknesses and use it to their advantage.They are narcissists and are causing so much pain .Please uplift my son and myself.We are alone in this world and nobody and nothing can change this but you.Jesus I'm not of you if I don't give you all the praise but I do.Give you all the praise and glorify your name each and every way.This house we live in is mine but I don't feel at home.We have too many demons Lord in our home and our life.Only you can clean us and release all of this from us.In Jesus mighty name I pray.Amen