Tethgari
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Heavenly Father, today I come because I doubt about my life. Why am I keep facing difficulties when I am trying to be positive and accept the challenge that you gave me. First I lost my good pay job and after that I face a scammer who cheated all my savings when I thought I can make some extra earnings in an investment after I lost my good job. Then I was cheated by my employer on the retrenchment payment. Everyone is getting paid more than me and I am forced to take less. I decided to leave the job and go to another country. My luck. I pray and hope for a better job but the job turned out even worse than my previous job. Not to mention the working hours, the pay I am getting is the lowest among them. The agreement saying that we would be giving training by the training is only provided by the in staff that only have been working there 4 months. After 50 days of working, unluckily I was infected with COVID+ and now I am on medical leave. I am not sure whether it is my carelessness, the medical leave the clinic issued me the date was wrongly typed in which means the day I saw the doctor is my day off and I was given MC on that day which makes my medical leave shortened. I was so sick on that day and I couldn't be bothered to check because I want to go back and take my rest until I saw the mistake last night. Now another problem occurs is my employer still hasn't given me my salary which is supposed to get it on the 7th day of each month. Today is already the 14th. I did ask them and the reason is they will ask the finance department what happened and get back to me later. I am in a foreign country and I need money to support my daily life. So I am asking God, all this difficulty is keep pouring on me. Father, I just need a peaceful life, a stable job and a salary to support my life and pay my debt but why I keep facing difficulties. Please God, help help me. Please release my burden. I miss my old age mom. I can't bring myself to talk to her via the video call because now I am losing so much weight due to stress workload and now I am sick. I don't want her to get worried about me. I know she is sad each time she talks to me on the phone. God I know I have made a lot of sin but please don't punish me anymore. I am stressed out now. I already been burdened by the debt and now with stressed workload, a new surroundings and fall sick with no one except my cousin family. I can't depend on her as she has 4 under age kids that she needs to take care. Please father, help me and release my stress and burden. I pray every night and ask from you and I hope you can help me to walk out from this burden because I give up on myself. I need you God.