Dear Heavenly Father.
I'M often told I'M of no benefit to anyone and I cannot do anything right. Often sick and always tired, I've lost all interest in living. What is my purpose and due to these strongholds, burdens and spiritual chains I have become so weak and also I have my son to think of. Jesus, all the money in the world even if I still had it can't compare to being free from this. Today I'm alone, my son alone and seconds away from death. Wasting time with trying to seek help from I don't know who or what. I believe in Jesus, I just don't believe that he loves ### and ###. No challenge is too hard for him. I'm drowning and forcing myself to hold on because I'm scared to commit suicide, waiting for that miracle but nothing instead I see my enemies rejoicing.
I'M often told I'M of no benefit to anyone and I cannot do anything right. Often sick and always tired, I've lost all interest in living. What is my purpose and due to these strongholds, burdens and spiritual chains I have become so weak and also I have my son to think of. Jesus, all the money in the world even if I still had it can't compare to being free from this. Today I'm alone, my son alone and seconds away from death. Wasting time with trying to seek help from I don't know who or what. I believe in Jesus, I just don't believe that he loves ### and ###. No challenge is too hard for him. I'm drowning and forcing myself to hold on because I'm scared to commit suicide, waiting for that miracle but nothing instead I see my enemies rejoicing.