Dear Heavenly Father.I'M often told I'M of no benefit to anyone and I cannot do anything right.Often sick and always tired ,I've lost all interest in living .Whay is my purpose and due to these strongholds,burdens and spiritual chains I have become so weak and also I have my son to think of .Jesus all the money in the world even if I still had it can't compare to being free from this.Today I'm alone ,my son alone and seconds away from death.Wasting time with trying to seek help from I don't know who or what.I belive in Jesus ,I just don't believe that he loves two of us .No challenge is too hard for him I'm drowning and forcing myself to hold on because I'm scared to commit suicide waiting for that mirical but nothing insread I see my enemies rejoicing .