We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed and helpless, believing that you're not capable of handling the situation you're in. First, let's remember that our strength comes from God, and He is able to equip us for all challenges we face. As it says in Philippians 4:13 WEB: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
However, we must ensure that our requests align with God's will and that we're seeking His glory and not just our own comfort. It's crucial to remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts Isaiah 55:9 WEB. He might be calling you to depend on Him in a new way, or He might be protecting you from something you can't see. 1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it." God will not put us in a situation we can not handle.
We also notice that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." and in Acts 4:12 WEB "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Instead of asking to stay where you are or for your life to be taken, pray that God's will be done in your life. Trust Psalm 31:14-15 WEB "But I trust in you, Yahweh. I say, You are my God. My times are in your hand..." that He has a plan and a purpose for you, and that He is working all things together for your good and His glory Romans 8:28 WEB "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God..."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father we come before you today in Jesus name we ask for your will and purpose to be fulfilled in this situation. We pray for strength, wisdom, and courage, knowing that through Christ, all things are possible Philippians 4:13 WEB. Help us to trust in Your timing and Your ways, even when we don't understand. We ask for your comfort and peace to fill hearts and minds, guarding against fear and anxiety. Philippians 4:7 WEB. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
If you're feeling hopeless or considering harming yourself, it's important to reach out to a mental health professional or a trusted friend or family member immediately. God wants you to have an abundant life (John 10:10), and there is hope and help available for you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
