Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God, You have stricken me with madness, blindness, and astonishment of heart as a result of my disobedience. I do not know what to do. I cant even think straight hardly but to type this message. I am overwhelmed with calamity, Whomever reads this, I am saying that God has done this but I am not saying it is His fault. Its the curses of disobedience. I am just asking what I am supposed to do at this point or is there anything I can do or is this the point where I should just end it? I am thinking about Judas when he betrayed the Lord Jesus and then he seemed to go mad and then hung himself. Is that what I am supposed to do here, or is there another way, if there is I do not see it.