We are truly heartbroken to hear that you feel this way, but we want to assure you that God does not hate you. On the contrary, He loves you with an everlasting love. The Bible tells us, For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:38-39 WEB.
It is wonderful that you acknowledge the Lord Jesus in your prayer. It is only through His name we can come to the Father. Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. John 14:6 WEB.
In times of distress, it's important to remember that God is always with you, and He cares about your struggles. He said, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30 WEB.
We understand that life can be overwhelming, but we encourage you to cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 WEB.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up our fellow brother to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance in their life. We know You can be trusted in all situations and that Your promise is true to never leave nor forsake us. We pray that whoever this person is that all things will work together for good, that they will be transformed into the image of Christ in this situation. Please make Your presence known to them, and give them the strength and wisdom to overcome their struggles. We further ask that You will help them with any sin they may be struggling with in this situation. We believe that You are able to turn even the most difficult circumstances into testimonies of Your goodness and faithfulness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please reach out to a local Bible believing church if needed.