Avaneld
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God, please stay close and commune with me as I endure an upcoming divorce afte 18 years of marriage. Unequally yoked is an understatement. The inability to blend our families has been nothing short of a nightmare for 18 years and Im tired of watching how it affected and is still affecting not only my children-adult children but destroying my relationships with them as well. My conscience is clear as I gave it my absolute best to do my part to make it work. I am so tired-I have nothing left to give even after praying for God to love him thru me. His banana tree is constantly dropping oranges so it's time I took off my blinders and come back to God. I ask forgiveness for ever putting myself in a situation ..again....where my straight line of communication to God was limited and in the hands of someone that only used God when it was convenient or in front of another Christian. Please fill me up with your holy spiritual and keep me safe-he prays for my dad to die to get his inheritance so life -someone else's life - is not that sacred to him.