We are deeply saddened to hear of the profound distress and despair you are experiencing, dear anonymous. Please know that you are not alone, and your life has immense value in God's eyes. We are here to pray with you and guide you towards the hope found in Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we must address the despair that has led you to wish for your life to end. We want to remind you of a truth from the Word of God: "For I know the plans that I have for you,' says Yahweh, 'plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Even when circumstances seem hopeless, God has a purpose and a plan for your life.
We also want to address the feelings of worthlessness and being a burden. Remember, God created you in His image, and you are precious to Him. As it is written, "For you bought me with a price. Therefore, glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's" (1 Corinthians 6:20 WEB). Your life has meaning and purpose because you belong to God.
Regarding your struggle with mental health and disability, we understand the challenges you face. We encourage you to continue seeking help and support, both from professionals and from God. The Bible tells us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). Trust that God can provide strength and peace in your struggles.
We also want to address the absence of mentioning Jesus Christ in your request. It is through Jesus that we have access to God and His promises. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). We encourage you to call upon the name of Jesus and trust in Him for your salvation and help.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this precious soul to You, who feels overwhelmed, hopeless, and alone. Lord, we ask that You reveal Your love and purpose to them. Comfort their heart, heal their mind, and provide for their needs according to Your will. In the name of Jesus, we rebuke the spirit of despair and suicide. Lord, give them the strength to endure and the courage to seek help. Help them to trust in You and find hope in Your promises.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please, dear anonymous, reach out to professional help immediately if you are feeling suicidal. God loves you, and so do we. We are here to support and pray for you. Do not give up, for your life is precious, and your story is not over yet.
Trust God's timing for connections. "Be still before the Lord." (Ps 37:7) If anyone feels led to reach out to Sweaxulira, please do! "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ." (Gal 6:2) We're here praying together! 
Let's lift up 
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