Dear God please forgive me for giving up in life. My family, My son and ex-husband used me to do all the dirty work buy the house we live in and then made me a prisoner to do all their dirty work. I was held captive in my house gone full three years to die with little or no food including my son but now they found jobs and treat me bad to a point I'm too ashamed to live in my own home. I forgive them for they know not how evil they are and me taking my life will cost them whatever I did for them. I love my son a lot but I can't hold on because nobody sees my pain and nobody cares. Everything I lived for is gone because of all the support I wanted but never got. I supported them with everything I have. I gave my time, money, house, car and my sleep even the last piece of bread I had but nobody cared. My son will eventually suffer too but I hope not because he is a giving person like me. Just that he suffers from childhood abuse caused by my mistakes and his father's mistakes but it doesn't mean we had to suffer endlessly. God is not on my side at all, I prayed and begged but no one heard, God didn't hear me and I can't take it anymore. Praying all this time only made life better for my enemies. I'm still a slave for them and I can't do it anymore I'm tired. The way they used and abused my kindness I forgive them it's just too hard I have to leave my son behind because I can't deal with this slavery no more I can't. God please forgive me and thank you for answering my enemies prayers. Seems like only the bad people get to live happily ever after. Thank you all for praying for this. God bless you.