Personal_Legend44
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God,
Please bring me my husband. I've been so patient for so long. I've been hurt and gotten back out there. I've watched as friend after friend has found their partner. My worst fear has come true and I am finally the last of my single friends left. I've been ok with that because I've still has plenty of friends to spend time with to distract me. But now my best friend and only other single friend is moving for a guy she met and a new job. My other best friend is also moving for a job. And I suddenly feel so alone. I'm in my 30s and want a husband and child so much it hurts. I've worked on myself, I've learned to be self reliant. I've done all that I'm supposed to do. But every date is with a guy who doesn't want a relationship, or wants a younger girl, or isn't smart, or has no job and is lazy. I've known love and I know when he is right. But have not been able to find it again since I lost it years ago. Please. I've lost so much - including my father two years ago. please let me know what it feels like to have the miracle of love again. Please bring wonderful people and experiences jnto my life instead of just loss and more loss.
As all my friends leave my city, please bring me a man who can be my best friend and team mate and father to my child.
Please bring me my husband. I've been so patient for so long. I've been hurt and gotten back out there. I've watched as friend after friend has found their partner. My worst fear has come true and I am finally the last of my single friends left. I've been ok with that because I've still has plenty of friends to spend time with to distract me. But now my best friend and only other single friend is moving for a guy she met and a new job. My other best friend is also moving for a job. And I suddenly feel so alone. I'm in my 30s and want a husband and child so much it hurts. I've worked on myself, I've learned to be self reliant. I've done all that I'm supposed to do. But every date is with a guy who doesn't want a relationship, or wants a younger girl, or isn't smart, or has no job and is lazy. I've known love and I know when he is right. But have not been able to find it again since I lost it years ago. Please. I've lost so much - including my father two years ago. please let me know what it feels like to have the miracle of love again. Please bring wonderful people and experiences jnto my life instead of just loss and more loss.
As all my friends leave my city, please bring me a man who can be my best friend and team mate and father to my child.