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Dear God, my future marriage is falling apart in the face of incredible and very sudden poverty and financial drowning. We are absolutely wrecked as far as money is concerned, and more than 3 times last week i went without food. I am losing weight, and I dont have any weight to lose. I look gaunt, and more like a skeleton every day, because we dont have the money to pay the bills and feed ourselves.
I trusted in You also Lord Jesus to do as You claimed You would and lead me to a better place in life, but instead my dreams are breathing their last, I am getting too old to fulfill them, my heart is growing cold, and I dont feel as if You care about this in the least. I have been Your servant since I came to You God, but my faith is faltering, and my ability to sustain my own life and my marriage is falling apart as well.
I need a miracle NOW God, not tomorrow, and not strung along on a string of promises that never come true. Either be a Father to me, or call me the bastard I am I guess, but dont linger in silence, and turn Your face from me. I ask for a miracle according to Christs promise. Amen.
I trusted in You also Lord Jesus to do as You claimed You would and lead me to a better place in life, but instead my dreams are breathing their last, I am getting too old to fulfill them, my heart is growing cold, and I dont feel as if You care about this in the least. I have been Your servant since I came to You God, but my faith is faltering, and my ability to sustain my own life and my marriage is falling apart as well.
I need a miracle NOW God, not tomorrow, and not strung along on a string of promises that never come true. Either be a Father to me, or call me the bastard I am I guess, but dont linger in silence, and turn Your face from me. I ask for a miracle according to Christs promise. Amen.