Goadhard
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I gave up, I'm sorry that I have lost hope in you, I have reached that point in my life where I feel like you have abandoned you, like you don't know of my existence, crying in private has become my bestfriend. Everyday I get headache due to crying yet nothing changes. Everyday I think of ideas to solve my problems, I pray to you day and night for ideas and direction yet time and time again you fail me. Whatever efforts I make comes back negatively to my face. I pray to you for direction before I do anything and you still fail me God. Why did you bring me this far to be filled with sorrows and agony, whatever I did, I did it with good intentions yet nothing good comes my way. Please take away this sorrow from me God, I need a new chapter in my life, let me go back to when I use to proudly call myself "your favourite child" One thing I ask from you God is that my biggest fear does not become my reality.... Amen PLEASE FORGIVE AND SET ME FREE. IโM SO TIRED OF TRYING. IโM SO TIRED OF REGRETTING MY ACTIONS . I guess you can say that I have given up.