Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God, I pray for your intercession in my life. Please intercede for me. I am struggling to make progress in my driving lessons and my instructor is on the verge of not teaching me anymore because I don’t want to take medication for ADHD, as I believe that YOU are the true healer. While I admit that my diet is atrocious, and I admit to eating too much sugar… Even today. I am so sorry! I needed it because I was fasting for the whole week. That’s no excuse, but I needed it. The reason why I’m learning to drive is because I currently spend at least 3 hours per day travelling to and from work. My manager has been changing with me, and has backtracked on giving me a promotion. I applied to another job, which is close by. I pray to You that You make my paths straight. I really need Your help, guidance and support. I can’t do this without You. Please help me. Help me get this job dear Lord. I repent from all my sins. I repent from every wrong doing, every white lie I’ve told. Every time I’ve not fully forgiven someone, or tried to get revenge. I am sorry for it all. I am sorry for holding grudges and not being able to stick to promises I make to You. All the times I’ve told You I’ll stop sinning only to go back to it… All the times when I’ve felt like something is a sin and did it anyway because I “needed to”. I don’t need anything/anyone but You. I am sorry for the times that I have been impatient and tried to take matters into my own hands to no avail, as expected, because nothing but Your will happens in my life. While I am well aware of that, I was unable to practice patience. Father God, I’m sorry that I cannot stop thinking about this job. But, I want You to know that whether I’ll get an interview / job, I am happy and content with You at work in my life. And have finally started being patient. I am finally able to accept that if it doesn’t happen for me, it’s because You have better for me. God, I love you with all my heart. While I want this job with all my heart and believe truly in my heart of hearts that I could do some amazing work, serving You with my whole heart… I put the ball in Your court. I ask You to take full control of my life. Help me pass my driving, help me find a job closer to me (if this one be Your will), help me succeed and be in a workplace that isn’t toxic with a manager who isn’t a control freak / chaotic to work for. I release my current job to someone who wants it, and I wish it the utmost love and positive vibes to them and those I work with currently. I just feel that I’ve outgrown the role quite deeply. I long for a new challenge; one that is ordained by You. I am laying my heart on the line and I ask You to answer my prayer in the best way You know how. Your will, not mine. Your timing, not mine. Amen!