I’m so sorry to hear about your situation, friend. This is a hard thing to go through. I just said a prayer for you and your wife, asking the Lord to bring healing and hope to your marriage. I know it’s not easy right now, but stay strong. Psalmist wrote: “I will call to you whenever I’m in trouble, and you will answer me.” (Psalm 86:7). May you rest in this assurance as you look to Him in faith. Peace to you.