Bunnyboo🫶🏼
Disciple of Prayer
I would first off like to say that Jesus Christ is my lord and savior amen. I had an interview it felt like a bs interview because the person doing it just wrote my name and number on blank piece of paper. I am frankly 5 more days of being booted from my friends home in a state I don’t know. The interviewer hasn’t called back And with no money & my phone service will end this month. I have 20 to my name im saving that. I am tired I done took all the beatings I can take. Ontop of that I am also heartbroken becuase I was dating somebody. It funny becuase I thought comming to this state I would find work and I could be closer to the person I am in a relationship with. My person lives 3 hours away. However god had other plans and ever since I’ve been here all I do is cry. I’ve tried getting into contact with some homeless/ runaway program that could get me back to my state. I wouldn’t mind being homeless in my home state becuase at least I know the land I don’t mind the winter cold or even not eating. What I am scared of the most is being homeless in this state without knowing the land and I for a fact see homeless every day so I know the programs here don’t help much. Dear lord please show me a way out. I know you see and feel my tears. Im heartbroken I miss my person who felt like was the right person for me I know you sent that person but sadly we were both hurting eachother and it was best u separated us. It sucks because I want to text my person but the Holy Spirit tells me not to I want to go to em and cry in my persons shoulders. Lord I am not an emotional person I only cry at night when my friend and her family are asleep. I weep silently just like Jesus did. I miss my person I pray over em every night I feel so stupid becuase I came to this stage and I feel as if I have lost everything. Ontop of that I’m trying to find a job so I can save to go back but that feels impossible. God my heart can’t take the heartbreak I really can’t I know that if the time is right you will bring us back together but I feel as if my heart is changing and not for the best. If you get me out of this mess I will not even look at a single person. I will never date or complain about relationships matter of fact I will stop dating ( I only dated one person ) I have no eyes for anyone else father you know this becuase every night I cry and I cry and in my defeat I wait pray that you will diliver me out of this state and this mess my human self have put myself into. Please dear lord find me a way out reveal your greater plan I only have a couple days left. Send an angel down to earth to help me out help me make at least 40 bucks so I can pay this months phone bills. God I only simply ask for 3 things 1. You help me back to my home state, 2 you lead me to safe place to say & resources to help me get a job a stable environemnt 3. I pray you heal the persons heart I was with even if we can’t be Toghter that’s fine just protect em. If you keep those 3 promises I will never ever date again. I wont look for love I will not get married unless it is written in your will lord. God I thank you for everything you have given and taken but please do not let me become homeless in a state I don’t know