Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God, I have been a selfish deceitful man all of my life. My family has suffered a great deal as a result of it. I don't know the first thing about love or truth. I have mad many masks that I've hid behind in my life but you have seen through each one of them. You know I have no idea how to trust because I can't trust my own words, I hear them and don't believe a word I say except for the words I'm typing right now. I have no idea how yo get my heart right because it's never been right there has always been some hidden agenda. I'm a fraud and a fake. My faith has never worked because I have no love for you or anyone else. God I realize this is desperation prayer but I don't have anything left. I say I'd lay down my life for my family and you but I don't trust my own words. Please work in my heart to help me to see truth, love, and light, God, Jesus, and grace. I don't know what else to say. Michael