Hannah1Sam
Humble Servant of All
Dear God. I don't know what is happening. I'm getting discouraged. It comes to my attention that I am such a broken child in so many ways. It seems to me that no one should have to suffer to be with me. I don't have too many friends. I look down at myself or I am overly confident. I am so abnormal in my thinking. I really need psychological help. Father, please help me. I don't want to destroy other people's lives. Father, I'm also very scared of someone I love so much. It seems that it really doesn't matter how much I love him, he doesn't really truly love me. He has lots of problems of his own. I am scared of his short temper, impatience and amazing strength. Father, please protect me from any potential harms. I used to trust him completely but recently, I don't. Father, you are the only one I can trust. Please fix the situation. Father, I still pray for healing of my health and a godly husband who loves me for who I am. Father, I pray to be a blessing and not a burden to anyone, especially to my future spouse. Is it possible? I wonder. You are an amazing God. Thank you for always taking care of all my needs. Father, I have much to learn and I need to learn fast. I pray for S's situation. She is scared. Please protect her and hear her cries. Father, embrace her and give her the peace she yearns for and help her feel loved. Thank you for sending help. You are a good God and sorry I didn't give you enough credits. Father, I NEED help to learn more social skills. Please teach me to be more sociable. Thank you. Amen.
