Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God, I am sorry I abandoned you when things got difficult and times were challenging, instead of standing in the Word and on the Word I chose to walk away. I wanted the benefits of salvation without the trials and the tribulations and without having to go through the difficulties, I was choked out by the cares of life and the desires for other things. Father God I do want to come back and I do want to choose to serve the Lord, it is not evil to serve the Lord. I can see that I really messed this up and I do desire to surrender to you and count it all joy when I run into anything that challenges your Word, Please continue to convict me and please continue to soften me toward your love mercy and forgiveness. I now see that leaving AFC was because I wasnt willing to endure, but I still believe that is where you called me to. I am not really sure what you want me to do right now. Please guide me through your word and the Holy Spirit and these books. i am sorry that I let you down by abandoning my post. I do desire to return, in Jesus Name Amen