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Disciple of Prayer
Dear God, I am in love with my friend Porter. Its complicated on his side because he has been in a affair with a married ex for 7 yrs. We became friends then more i thought but he said things that confuse me. He loves her and waits to be with her. I don't see her leaving her husband got him but he is blind to that. I'm in love with him and i know he has feelings for me but he flips flops a lot on that. I pray to you that he can see what he has in me right in front of him and let the other go. She is not his to have and i pray he will see that. I pray he sees deep in his heart he does have me. I don't wont to give up because he has made me happier than i ever have been. He and I need one another. I pray to you my Lord and give it to you that you can help him see what he is doing is erinv and what a good woman I am in his life. I'm tired of being hurt, Im ready for love and I know you put him in my life for that. Please lord help us, I don't want to be alone anymore. Its been five years since my divorce and i finally found happiness. Porter just needs to see that Thank you amen. I want his love and to grow old eith him.