Dear God I am devasted by the anxiety and fear I recently got admitted into MBBS in a nearby city and have left my home I don't know how anxiety fear and different problems have gathered me I cry whole day all negative thoughts come on me regarding someone's death or the isolation and the distance between me and my family. I have come under depression. sometimes i feel like quitting my studies and going back to my parents but I can't do so because it's the only way to make my parents happy and so lonely I am so depressed and anxiety is eating me and my life. Please help me o lord please. I can't live anymore. Please help me god
Dear Brother/ Sister in Christ,
It is natural to feel alone and have some fear and anxiety, when away from family for long. Keep in touch with them, by using different means, phone, email, WhatsApp, etc.
If you are busy with your studies and focused, you won't have time to think about negative aspects. So, Channel yourself and your energy unto something productive.
However, busy you are, you cannot exclude prayer. You need to include it in your daily schedule. Either daily rosary or Psalms 91, it is a must. For only then, Jesus can work in your life.
Finally, if you still feel uneasy ..go back to your parents and speak to them. I am sure they will understand you.
Praying for you your parents, your entire family in Jesus name.