Heavenly Father. Today did not bring the end to my nightmare. Supposedly my husband was on the phone at the hearing, but it wasn't a video. Only a voice and only one word. He said "yes". It did not sound like my husband and I do not believe it was him. Being a voice on a phone is too easy to fraud someone. I think this divorce may go thru without my husband's knowledge if you can believe that. Please Lord bring all this to light and to my husband's awareness. My lawyer thinks I'm crazy and should accept this divorce. I'm having trouble believing the enemy is able to continue such evil when I have prayed for an end to evil for months and months. It will be a year next month. I am so sad. I want my husband back so bad. I miss him. I cry every day. We were closer than that. Today at a hearing it did not go well for me. I feel defeated Lord and need to see some work in this. The false annulment suit has now turned into a divorce by a judge that doesn't even know the case. The opposing lawyer is brutal making me out to be some kind of horrible person. I think even my lawyer doesn't believe me when I tell him there is fraud and downright evil going on with my husband and me from his daughter and sister. I believe someone has forged my husband's signature on the legal documents. It's very expensive to test and prove. I'm too old for this stress and grief. I can't take it anymore and need my husband to appear and clear it all up for me. So very confused. Dear Lord please bring me peace and understanding and hopefully the answer I'm looking for to bring us back together. You know my husband and you know what is in his heart. Please tell me so I can understand and move on if I have to. I am distraught, lonely, alone on the planet, too tired all the time taking care of everything and just need rest. Please Lord Please. I need relief. And I need my husband. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.