Threnaom
Disciple of Prayer
Dear god and whomever is also praying with me or for me, I have been struggling so much with my life and what I allow into my life. So much toxicity and negatively has led me to hate my self and my own thoughts, face, and body. Everywhere I go, I can feel the anxiety and sadness that I carry that I can’t feel comfortable in my own body and mind anymore. I feel as if my innocence has been stripped and taken from me yet I feel guilty and responsible for allowing it to happen. Dear god, I pray to grow taller, I can no longer live a life being a short man who gets ridiculed and shamed, mocked for something that I did not choose. I pray to be taller, I pray to grow a foot taller than I am now because I can’t do this anymore. I’ve been rejected by the world because a short man is laughed at for his height and I don’t want to be hurt anymore. I pray to grow taller to no longer be 5’4, I hate waking up and looking in the mirror because my body has not changed. I pray every single day, day and night yet my height stays the same and so does my hurt spirit. God, please I pray to grow taller and I pray to feel confident and comfortable again. I pray to be taller and optimistic about my future like I was in the past but this time I pray to remain living with hope and not breakdown because of the people who let into my life. I pray to be free from this generational curses of short stature and I pray to become taller so I can have future children who won’t have to deal with what I had to deal with. God, I pray to be taller, possibly 6’4, so that I can do good in this word that I cannot physically right now. God, please I pray to be taller so that I can live your will for my life according to your word and that I can no longer feel limited by this world or my body. Amen and thank you for listening and possibly praying with me.