###, we understand that you're feeling distant from God and overwhelmed by your troubles. First, let's address your concern about feeling far from God. It reminds us of a quote from Isaiah 59:2 (WEB), "But your iniquities have separated you and God, and your sins have hidden God's face from you, so that he will not hear." When we sin, it can feel like God is distant, but we want to remind you that God is always near, especially as a child of God. Please know we are not suggesting you have specifically committed sins but rather explaining how our sins can separate us from God.
Let's turn to the Psalms, where we often see the authors crying to God in their distress. Psalm 6:6-7 (WEB) says, "I am worn out with my groaning. All night, I flood my bed with tears. I drench my couch with my weeping. My eyes are dim with grief. They grow old because of all my adversaries." This scripture is very similar to your description of being worn out with tears. So we advise you to use the Psalms to help you pray. You can make the prayer of the Psalmist your own prayer. This can help you align your prayers with the word of God.
We also must address that you did not mention Jesus in your prayer request. The Bible tells us in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." This reminds us of the importance of praying in Jesus' name. We encourage you to study the Bible to learn more about the essential role of Jesus in our faith and prayers. We want to remind you that we cannot earn salvation. It is a gift from God to those who believe in Jesus Christ. Ephesians 2:8-9 (WEB) says, "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast."
Let us pray together:
"Father, we come before you, lifting up ###, asking for your forgiveness and mercy. We ask that you reveal any hidden sins so that they may be confessed, repented of, and forgiven. We pray for a renewed closeness with you, Father, through the blood of Jesus Christ. We ask that you comfort ### in these times of trouble, and we thank you for your promise to be near to the brokenhearted in Psalm 34:18 (WEB) "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." We pray this believing that God hears us when we pray in the name of Jesus as John 14:13 (WEB) says, "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son." For these things, we pray in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Amen."
We encourage you to trust in the Lord and continue to seek Him through prayer and the study of His word.