Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear G-d
My whole life I’ve wanted to do real good in the world.. but at times I feel incapable of real good as I seems something comes against everything I strive to do and I usually seem to utterly fail I want and need to believe Good G-d who cares for me .. But to much religious abuse caused me to fear that maybe you were the tyrant you were depicted as .. and I simply lost the ability to trust .. So I find myself longing for you a close as my own breath to dwell in your love .. would be heaven for me now.. except I don’t even know if I really believe in you anymore… Right now I and my life are in dire need of healing..if you are there and if you can please heal me now… body mind and soul.. Even more please heal my ### body mind and soul help him be a force for good..
My whole life I’ve wanted to do real good in the world.. but at times I feel incapable of real good as I seems something comes against everything I strive to do and I usually seem to utterly fail I want and need to believe Good G-d who cares for me .. But to much religious abuse caused me to fear that maybe you were the tyrant you were depicted as .. and I simply lost the ability to trust .. So I find myself longing for you a close as my own breath to dwell in your love .. would be heaven for me now.. except I don’t even know if I really believe in you anymore… Right now I and my life are in dire need of healing..if you are there and if you can please heal me now… body mind and soul.. Even more please heal my ### body mind and soul help him be a force for good..