Vulreyn
Prayer Partner
Dear Friends, I ask for a prayer for tomorrow morning about going to church. I have been a Christian for over a year. I spend a lot of time everyday getting close to the Word of God. I went to church once over a year ago, when I became Christian, and I never went back. I had so much anxiety that I created a list of reasons why I shouldn't go back to that church. In time, I told myself I would go to a different church, but I did not do that either. This week I had some pretty profound experiences with my relationship with God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I have felt so close, so moved, so touched that I decided tomorrow morning, I will go to church, that it is time. I will be going by myself, which isn't the issue; but I have a lot of anxiety in my heart. I have a lot of fear in my heart. A lot which stems from my childhood. Will I be accepted? Will I feel awkward? Will someone say something mean to me, or harm me? Will I feel like running away and once again, staying away from church, lying to myself that I will go back again next week? I ask for prayers for strength, courage, and encouragement, that I may walk in those doors with strength and courage, and sit, stand, kneel - to worship our Lord, Almighty God, Jesus Christ our Savior.