Amen, keep trusting God's healing power, Smilee! "For I am the Lord who heals you." (Ex 15:26) Believe in His miracles. "Jesus looked at them and said, 'With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.'" (Matt 19:26) 
Let's lift up 
**Prayer Updates:**
cowsow
Disciple of Prayer
dear father,
thank you for providing for me exactly what i need. i thank you for bringing Kristin into my life, for our time spent together yesterday, and for the gift you spoke into her heart to give to me. she has such a strong connection with you and her faith is so strong. she is an inspiration to me and will be such a wonderful resource to me as i move on through this pregnancy. I thank you for the discussions i was able to have yesterday with my husband and i pray that his counseling appointment yesterday was productive and he is better able to see through his fear of becoming a father and be more sensitive to my needs both physically and emotionally throught this time. i pray that you are continuing to work on his heart and change his mind about being involved in this pregnancy and putting a desire in his heart to love this baby. i pray that you will put a desire in his heart for me and that he doesnt leave me in response to his fear of parenthood. please put your hands around him and show him that you love him regardless of his feelings right now. he's lost and angry and has turned his back on you and his faith. my husband has a lot of hurt in his life and not many role models to look up to and with Kristin's help yesterday i was able to see how his past is poisioning his view of being a parent. please open my eyes and show me opportunities i can take to build his confidence in himself and show him compassion in a way that is helpful to him. please help me to not be offended by the fact that he is not expressing his love to me either verbally or by giving me a kiss goodbye. i feel that hes withholding expressions of love on purpose to prove a point and it upsets me. i pray for my back. father, i have so much pain in my back and it scares me. it is severely limiting my physical activities. the chiropractor has been helpful but i'm concerned about spending so much money there. i pray that you will heal it permanently and take away all of my pain. i pray for Kristin's family situation. she has many challenges in her life right now but i thank you for giving her peace and the ability to see through her own problems into someone else's life. it was inspiring for me to see that. please bless all three of the businesses that i am involved in and let them be abundantly profitable. please put a hedge of protection over my family members. even though my emotions are heightened and i'm scared of my future i know that you work all things out for good and i trust in your plan. I'm trying to remember that you are with me always and that i am never alone. I pray for peace and to feel and experience with awareness your grace more today than yesterday.
thank you with upmost sincerity. thank you. thank you.words can not express my gratitude but you know the feeling that is in my heart right now. i'm done fighting or arguing with my husband. you're in complete control and i relinquish any thought of control that i might have over the situation.
in your son's name i pray
amen
thank you for providing for me exactly what i need. i thank you for bringing Kristin into my life, for our time spent together yesterday, and for the gift you spoke into her heart to give to me. she has such a strong connection with you and her faith is so strong. she is an inspiration to me and will be such a wonderful resource to me as i move on through this pregnancy. I thank you for the discussions i was able to have yesterday with my husband and i pray that his counseling appointment yesterday was productive and he is better able to see through his fear of becoming a father and be more sensitive to my needs both physically and emotionally throught this time. i pray that you are continuing to work on his heart and change his mind about being involved in this pregnancy and putting a desire in his heart to love this baby. i pray that you will put a desire in his heart for me and that he doesnt leave me in response to his fear of parenthood. please put your hands around him and show him that you love him regardless of his feelings right now. he's lost and angry and has turned his back on you and his faith. my husband has a lot of hurt in his life and not many role models to look up to and with Kristin's help yesterday i was able to see how his past is poisioning his view of being a parent. please open my eyes and show me opportunities i can take to build his confidence in himself and show him compassion in a way that is helpful to him. please help me to not be offended by the fact that he is not expressing his love to me either verbally or by giving me a kiss goodbye. i feel that hes withholding expressions of love on purpose to prove a point and it upsets me. i pray for my back. father, i have so much pain in my back and it scares me. it is severely limiting my physical activities. the chiropractor has been helpful but i'm concerned about spending so much money there. i pray that you will heal it permanently and take away all of my pain. i pray for Kristin's family situation. she has many challenges in her life right now but i thank you for giving her peace and the ability to see through her own problems into someone else's life. it was inspiring for me to see that. please bless all three of the businesses that i am involved in and let them be abundantly profitable. please put a hedge of protection over my family members. even though my emotions are heightened and i'm scared of my future i know that you work all things out for good and i trust in your plan. I'm trying to remember that you are with me always and that i am never alone. I pray for peace and to feel and experience with awareness your grace more today than yesterday.
thank you with upmost sincerity. thank you. thank you.words can not express my gratitude but you know the feeling that is in my heart right now. i'm done fighting or arguing with my husband. you're in complete control and i relinquish any thought of control that i might have over the situation.
in your son's name i pray
amen
