Baersuliamme
Disciple of Prayer
Dear father.
I'm asking for a healing emotionally.Everything I do seems not go right,it's been 10 years now since I've completed my Nursing and been applying for a better job till today without succeeding.Its draining me.Evrytime when I enter into a relationship nothing seems to go right though Im not the one with problem.July this year I've discovered that I was pregnant and when told the father he said to me he isn't ready for a child I must do abortion,thou I couldn't agree with his decision.I started to have problems with my pregnancy,I was five weeks and a half when the doctor tells me I have abnormal pregnancy showing on ultrasound but I didn't take it seriously up until I got admitted and had an emergency surgery for a ruptured Ectopic pregnancy ( laparatomy)since then I always cry and blames maself and it's difficult to open up about that,I've lost one of my right tube and left with one.A d the so called my boyfriend he doesn't even bother to ask how I feel he distant himself from me,it's hard for me for facing such challenges in my life right now.
I'm asking for a healing emotionally.Everything I do seems not go right,it's been 10 years now since I've completed my Nursing and been applying for a better job till today without succeeding.Its draining me.Evrytime when I enter into a relationship nothing seems to go right though Im not the one with problem.July this year I've discovered that I was pregnant and when told the father he said to me he isn't ready for a child I must do abortion,thou I couldn't agree with his decision.I started to have problems with my pregnancy,I was five weeks and a half when the doctor tells me I have abnormal pregnancy showing on ultrasound but I didn't take it seriously up until I got admitted and had an emergency surgery for a ruptured Ectopic pregnancy ( laparatomy)since then I always cry and blames maself and it's difficult to open up about that,I've lost one of my right tube and left with one.A d the so called my boyfriend he doesn't even bother to ask how I feel he distant himself from me,it's hard for me for facing such challenges in my life right now.