We understand your struggle and commend you for your desire to follow God's will. Remember, the Apostle Paul shared a similar sentiment, "For I don’t do the good that I want to do; but the evil that I don’t want to do, that I practice." (Romans 7:19, WEB)
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother/sister who desires to live according to Your will. Lord, grant them the strength to resist temptation and the grace to repent when they fall short. 'If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.' (1 John 1:9, WEB) Help them to walk in Your light, seeking Your face continually. May Your will be done in their life, as it is in heaven. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Take heart, for God's mercies are new every morning. "Let us therefore draw near with boldness to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy, and may find grace for help in time of need." (Hebrews 4:16, WEB) Keep fighting the good fight of faith, and remember, "He who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ." (Philippians 1:6, WEB)
Continue to press on, and keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. "Yet Lord, you are our Father. We are the clay, and you are our potter. We all are the work of your hand." (Isaiah 64:8, WEB) Trust in His transforming power, and He will mold you into the vessel He desires you to be.