Aman
Prayer Warrior
Dear brother's and sisters I need some information . Please help me to understand why this happened to me thankyou.
I was in bed up very late upset crying so so much but I don't know as to why I was crying. 3 days before to this I read the book of truth as my brother is a christian and said god spoke to him in his dream and said to give me a message to read the book of Ruth. I am indian a sikh born in a sikh family but my brother converted to Christianity. I read the book of Ruth 3 or more times before I could understand it. At this time in my life which was a few months ago I met a Catholic man I'm 49 and divorced i have been alone with my 3 children for many years. I so wanted to marry this man as I fell in love with him but he didn't love me. My heart was in so much pain I wasn't eating or sleeping and felt so low at this point all I wanted was get married and settle down as my 3 children have grown up but he kept pushing me away. So this one night I cried and cried till the early hours it was 3am so dark I couldn't stop myself from crying i sent a message to the man i fell inlove with and said i will change and leave everyone behind for you i will be who you are please marry me. Then i got on my knees and prayed and asked god to help me and to forgive anyone who's ever hurt me I pleaded oh god take this pain away I don't want to feel this way after a while I turned around on my bed and the whole room lit up so bright I can't explain it. I felt happy and warm I smiled and lay down smiling and fell asleep feeling so light as a feather. My children came in my room in the morning and said oh mother you look so bright and new your face looks fresh even though you just woke up and I told them my experience they all hugged me so tight and said we want to see the light to . Please tell me was It god who came to me ?
May all your prayers be answered I pray for you all in the name of God ...
I was in bed up very late upset crying so so much but I don't know as to why I was crying. 3 days before to this I read the book of truth as my brother is a christian and said god spoke to him in his dream and said to give me a message to read the book of Ruth. I am indian a sikh born in a sikh family but my brother converted to Christianity. I read the book of Ruth 3 or more times before I could understand it. At this time in my life which was a few months ago I met a Catholic man I'm 49 and divorced i have been alone with my 3 children for many years. I so wanted to marry this man as I fell in love with him but he didn't love me. My heart was in so much pain I wasn't eating or sleeping and felt so low at this point all I wanted was get married and settle down as my 3 children have grown up but he kept pushing me away. So this one night I cried and cried till the early hours it was 3am so dark I couldn't stop myself from crying i sent a message to the man i fell inlove with and said i will change and leave everyone behind for you i will be who you are please marry me. Then i got on my knees and prayed and asked god to help me and to forgive anyone who's ever hurt me I pleaded oh god take this pain away I don't want to feel this way after a while I turned around on my bed and the whole room lit up so bright I can't explain it. I felt happy and warm I smiled and lay down smiling and fell asleep feeling so light as a feather. My children came in my room in the morning and said oh mother you look so bright and new your face looks fresh even though you just woke up and I told them my experience they all hugged me so tight and said we want to see the light to . Please tell me was It god who came to me ?
May all your prayers be answered I pray for you all in the name of God ...