Durdraion
Disciple of Prayer
DEAR BROTHER / SISTER IN CHRIST, MY NAME IS SOLOMON ABRAHAM, I AM 28 YEARS OLD. IN THIS PRAYER REQUEST MESSAGE I AM MAKING MYSELF FULLY VULNERABLE AS I AM DESPERATE FOR HELP FROM GOD. EVER SINCE I WAS 14 YEARS OLD I GOT ADDICTED TO PORNOGRAPHY AND HEAVY MASTURBATION. I ACCEPTED CHRIST AT THE AGE OF 17. SINCE THEN I KNEW IT WAS WRONG AND IT WAS SIN, YET I WOULD STILL GO TO CHURCH, COMEBACK, CLOSE THE DOOR AND INDULGE IN THIS WICKEDNESS. GOD KEPT WARNING ME AND TRIED TO HELP, BUT I REFUSED TO YIELD TO THE LOVE OF GOD AND REPENT MYSELF. I WAS WEAK AND I KEPT GIVING MYSELF TO THIS SIN EVERY DAY, EVERY WEEK. UNTIL NOW GOD HAS KEPT ME SAFE FROM SIN OF PHYSICAL ADULTERY. IN THE YEAR 2018 I DESPERATELY AND PERPETUALLY STARTED PRAYING TO JESUS PLEADING WITH THE LORD - IF YOU DELIVER ME FROM THIS SIN THEN I WOULD GO ABOUT TESTIFYING THE DELIVERANCE WHEREEVER I GO. STILL I WOULD FALL, SLOWLY AND EXACTLY IN MONTH OF DECEMBER 2019 WAS WHEN I LAST WATCHED PORNOGRAPHY CONTENT, UNTIL NOW I CAN TESTIFY THAT GOD HAS COMPLETELY SET ME FREE FROM PORNOGRAPHY AND CAUSED ME TO WALK IN HIS HOLINESS. THIS WAS A SECRET SIN AND I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A LONER AND DON’T HAVE ANY FRIENDS IN THIS 28 YEARS OF MY LIFE. I AM A STRANGE HUMAN BEING. I AM STILL PRAYING FOR GOD TO DELIVER ME FROM MASTURBATION, I INDULGE IN THIS SIN DURING MY SLEEP WITH NO CONSCIOUSNESS. THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH, I BOUGHT THIS SIN IN INSTALLMENTS AND BEEN REWARDED WITH DEATH IN MY LIFE. I MEAN MY ORGANS ARE DEAD, I DON’T KNOW IF I EVER WOULD GET MARRIED. I SINNED THROUGH OUT MY TEENAGE; SATAN SET ME UP TO DESTROY MY LIFE. THIS PROBLEM OCCURS REGUALRLY ONCE IN 10 OR 14 DAYS IN MY SLEEP, WE KNOW FROM WORD OF GOD SPILLING SEMEN IS SIN AND I HAVE LEARNED THAT MY BODY PARTS ARE ONLY FOR SERVING TO GOD GIVEN WIFE AND NOT FOR MY SELFISH PURPOSES. I SIN IN MY UNCONSICOUSNESS; IF I AM CONSCIOUS THEN SURELY I CAN OVER COME, SINCE THIS IS HAPPENING IN MY SLEEP I AM FAILING. WHEN I PRAY ABOUT THIS SIN, I WOULD HAVE DREAMS IN THE NIGHT. IN THE DREAM I WOULD SEE THREE PHYTHON SNAKE, I WOULD SEE ITS FACE. I WOULD AT MANY TIMES WOULD EXPERIENCE SOMETHING MOVING INSIDE MY HEAD TANGIBLIY, AS I TRY TO WALK IN HOLINESS I WOULD MANY TIMES SUDDENLY FALL PROSTRATE ON THE GROUND. I HAVE SEEN THESE PHYTHONS 4 TIMES IN MY DREAMS. IN MY LAST DREAM, I SAW ONCE AGAIN THE THREE FACES AND IT LOOKED TO BE A PICTURE. I CLICKED ONE PICTURE IN MY DREAM AND I HIDE IT AND IT WAS GONE. THIS MORNING I SAW AGAIN TWO PHYTHON, NOT THEIR FACE BUT ITS UGLY DARK BODY. I KNOW ITS AN UNCLEAN AND EVIL SPIRIT THAT HAS DESTROYED MY LIFE. PLEASE PRAY THAT GOD WOULD DELIVER MY SPIRIT MY BODY AND MY SOUL FROM THIS GREAT EVIL AND GOD WOULD DELIVER ME FROM THIS WICKED HABIT OF MASTURBATION. YOU SEE SIR/MAM GOD SHOWED PHAROAH TWO DREAMS CONSECTIVELY, AND IT HAD THE SAME MEANING. LIKEWSIE I WOULD THINK TO MYSELF THAT GOD IS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING. PLEASE PRAY THESE VERSES OVER ME ISAIAH 27:1 In that day, the Lord will punish with his sword— his fierce, great and powerful sword— Leviathan the gliding serpent, Leviathan the coiling serpent; he will slay the monster of the sea. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, NOBODY KNOWS THAT I AM STRUGGLING WITH THIS. IT IS A SECRET SIN The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet. The grace of our Lord Jesus be with you ROMANS 16:20 YOUR PRAYERS WILL HELP ME GOD BLESS YOU