Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Brother/Sister in Christ, My life has been a struggle..as i suffer from personality disorder..every day i struggle to think and feel.. makes my life hell..in study..or work..or relationships..same way i struggle to form relationship with God ..struggle with communication..concentration..it's more complicated ..than i can explain.. I am unable to feel my individuality..feel all hollow..unable to understand people's feelings...feel so disconnected..from everything I am 40 yr old now.. unable to make decisions..i need to make a decision..regarding marriage..i have let go of many marriage proposals.. because of all these problems..inability to know what i want..inability to see things clearly..inability to take decision... I have no self confidence..low self worth..inabilty to feel joy or laugh .. inabilty to communicate ..thoughts feel stuck.. i feel blank..all the time I am done with this life..as i have no hope..as my ability to progress spiritually is also not working.. Please help me live....i don't want to kill myself