Dear brother, Praise the Lord. This is

[Sathyadeva]

Dear brother, Praise the Lord. This is Sathya from Ooty . I'm aged 24 yrs. I was born and brought up in Ooty. When I was 3 yrs old my father left me and mom alone and married another lady. Later on my mom married a person who was a drunkard and a womaniser. I grew up in my grandparents home. As they were aged they were unable to take care of me,, I was longing for love and affection. At my age of 16 I met a guy who was jobless. He used to pass over the time near my school. He used to mock at me and later on we became friends. I had my uncle at my home who was very arrogant. He used to treat me like a slave and I was so much depressed. He used to beat me like anything. He tortured me a lot for silly reasons. If my grandparents support me he will make problems and he will make issues. So my grandparents were speechless. One day I was speaking to the guy who used to sit near my school. Meanwhile my uncle saw me and without enquiring he took both of us to the police station. He filed a case on me that being as a minor im in love with that guy.. I was trying to explain him that he is just a friend and there is nothing between me and him.. But he dint hear my words.. At last the police warned me not to speak to him anymore.. Moreover the guy's parents came to the station and made a problem.. Finally I came home.. My uncle stopped me from the school. I discontinued my studies. After a month Again one day I met that guy on the road way.. Again I was caught by my uncle. I thought again he will make a problem.. So I was about to jump into the lake to kill myself.. But the guy took me to his house to console me. His parents compromised me and compelled me to marry him.. I too agreed. I married him.. Within few days I was tortured by the whole family.. His parents treated me like a servant. Really I underwent a lot of agony in his home.. His parents used to do witchcrafts and they troubled me a lot.. Really those were the hard days in my life. I cried everyday.. One day they chased me out of the house at the mid night. I didn't have any other option but suicide. I wanted to meet my grandparents once and I was about to die. I went to see my grandparents for the last time. My uncle used harsh words n didn't allow me to see them.. But by god's grace I met them . they enquired about the happenings and they felt pity for me.. They asked me to be with them . I was there and later on I came to know that I'm pregnant.. I wished to live with him but he ignored me.. He didn't want to live with me.. After. I gave birth to a girl baby named Angel. She is seven yrs old now. The guy betrayed me. He married another girl.. I was separated at the age of 17 with a girl baby. From that time I was left alone and I was mentally affected.. My grandparents gave shelter to my kid and we both are with them now.. All my friends, neighbours, family members persuaded me for the re marriage.. I ignored their words.. But lastly I agreed.. So through one of my friend I came to know a person named Mani from Pondicherry.. He was so good to me and I felt the real love and affection only from him.. He was about to marry me in this month.. He is a gem of a person.. He was about to convert as a Christian.. I loved him a lot and he too was very affectionate.. He was ready to accept me and my daughter.. I was filled up with lot of dreams . I was expecting a great life,, I thought there will be a full stop for my loneliness . but unfortunately all went in vain .. As he was very possessive on me he used to fight with me fr silly reasons.. I was totally upset by his attitude towards me.. For the past two months he fought with me very often.. At last I scolded him and told him I'll never come on his way and told him that I'll go away from his life. One night on sep 4 2016 he hanged himself and died in Pondicherry . I didn't expect this from him and I'm really broken.. I don't have strength to bear my problems.. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of my problems.. I don't know why I'm being alive.. Day by day I'm becoming weak physically and mentally.. I feel that I don't have anyone fr me.. My loneliness is killing me.. I'm really undergoing a lot of pain.. I don't know how will I grow up my child! Really really I hate my life. Dont know how to recover myself.. I know Jesus can heal me. I believe he will do something for me.. Plz brother pray fr me,, I'm unable to forget these happenings.. My future looks bleak! I lost all my hope., plz keep me in your prayers. Think me as your own sister and pray for me specially.. Because I have shed a lot of tears and I'm tired of my failures.. Only God should help me. So keep me in your prayers.. Thanking you..

 

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Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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You are my sister and I am praying for you!!! God bless you!!! In Jesus name, Amen!

 

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