beena biju
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Brother,
My name is Beena Biju. I am writing this mail to you with lot of tension and fear in my mind.
I am a working mother. I have two girl children aged 14 and4. I am staying in Bangalore since almost 26 years. My husband is Biju Philip is also working in Bangalore.
I am facing a lot of trouble at my work place. I have been facing lot of trouble from my team members and my Manager by Name Mr.Hrushikesh Keskar is creating lot of trouble to me and complaining to HR and to the Managing Director about me by listening to rumours spread by other team members Their Names ( Sandeep, Parthasarathi,Satyanarayana Woodi and Dayananad).
I am a straight forward person and I don’t tell lies when it comes to things related to work. My team members are framing lot of rumours about me and I am facing a treat to my job now. I am unable to understand why I am in such a situation. I cannot live a life without a job. I have two kids and take care of them plus my housing loan.
I kindly request you to pray for me at this situation and let the God act against the people who are spreading rumours on me and making my life miserable.
I am a straight forward person and when I see something wrong I speak straight on it and at my work place I believe I have to work for the company which pays me salary and not for my Manager. Because of this attitude I am getting into lot of trouble. People in my team also talk behind my back and change the version of the topic which actually was discussed and frame different stories and inform the management that I have spread the news.
Every day before leaving to office, I submit in front of God my two children, my husband, our work place and plead with Jesus for his mercy on us. I also pray for the baby’s and abandoned girl children and females , those from weak financial condition in my prayer. I do not intend to hurt anybody at workplace or even in my enamouring. Still I end up getting only back stabbing from everyone, which I am unable to understand why this happens to me every time. I am struggling a lot without a help from anyone to lead a formal life. People around me are just waiting for my fall. How much ever I help others, it is never recognised, instead somehow it boomerang on me itself. I am actually frustrated brother. I used to pray that I get a job abroad so that I could pay the loans and get some financial stability to educate my girl children and help others who are less privileged than me. However, I do not find any solace anytime, if I am able to be at peace of mind for a week, the next week will be a troublesome one and this is going on and on.
I have been issued a warning letter from my Management citing that I have spread rumours about my Manager and the entire team has given negative feedback on me. There will be a review meeting scheduled next month, February 15 on this and the letter says, if they find any discrepancies, they may terminate my job.
I am unable to concentrate and not at peace of mind, if I lose the job, with my present situation I do not have any other option get a better one anywhere else. I might end up ending my life because why should I struggle like this on and again and no one is ever going to be sympathetic with me either.
I am praying to Jesus that those who have created the rumour story on me be punished and let them fell in the trap that they have laid for me.
I am not able to differentiate if I am praying the right way.
I have applied for a job in middle east now I pray that i get that job with a good salary so that i can take my children and husband alongwith me and move away from the situation that i m right now,
I am waiting for a favorable reply from you.
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My name is Beena Biju. I am writing this mail to you with lot of tension and fear in my mind.
I am a working mother. I have two girl children aged 14 and4. I am staying in Bangalore since almost 26 years. My husband is Biju Philip is also working in Bangalore.
I am facing a lot of trouble at my work place. I have been facing lot of trouble from my team members and my Manager by Name Mr.Hrushikesh Keskar is creating lot of trouble to me and complaining to HR and to the Managing Director about me by listening to rumours spread by other team members Their Names ( Sandeep, Parthasarathi,Satyanarayana Woodi and Dayananad).
I am a straight forward person and I don’t tell lies when it comes to things related to work. My team members are framing lot of rumours about me and I am facing a treat to my job now. I am unable to understand why I am in such a situation. I cannot live a life without a job. I have two kids and take care of them plus my housing loan.
I kindly request you to pray for me at this situation and let the God act against the people who are spreading rumours on me and making my life miserable.
I am a straight forward person and when I see something wrong I speak straight on it and at my work place I believe I have to work for the company which pays me salary and not for my Manager. Because of this attitude I am getting into lot of trouble. People in my team also talk behind my back and change the version of the topic which actually was discussed and frame different stories and inform the management that I have spread the news.
Every day before leaving to office, I submit in front of God my two children, my husband, our work place and plead with Jesus for his mercy on us. I also pray for the baby’s and abandoned girl children and females , those from weak financial condition in my prayer. I do not intend to hurt anybody at workplace or even in my enamouring. Still I end up getting only back stabbing from everyone, which I am unable to understand why this happens to me every time. I am struggling a lot without a help from anyone to lead a formal life. People around me are just waiting for my fall. How much ever I help others, it is never recognised, instead somehow it boomerang on me itself. I am actually frustrated brother. I used to pray that I get a job abroad so that I could pay the loans and get some financial stability to educate my girl children and help others who are less privileged than me. However, I do not find any solace anytime, if I am able to be at peace of mind for a week, the next week will be a troublesome one and this is going on and on.
I have been issued a warning letter from my Management citing that I have spread rumours about my Manager and the entire team has given negative feedback on me. There will be a review meeting scheduled next month, February 15 on this and the letter says, if they find any discrepancies, they may terminate my job.
I am unable to concentrate and not at peace of mind, if I lose the job, with my present situation I do not have any other option get a better one anywhere else. I might end up ending my life because why should I struggle like this on and again and no one is ever going to be sympathetic with me either.
I am praying to Jesus that those who have created the rumour story on me be punished and let them fell in the trap that they have laid for me.
I am not able to differentiate if I am praying the right way.
I have applied for a job in middle east now I pray that i get that job with a good salary so that i can take my children and husband alongwith me and move away from the situation that i m right now,
I am waiting for a favorable reply from you.
admin edit: removed contact details