Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dad, please. Help me to keep doing what you want me to do to get out of this desert. Don't let me fall into devil's traps. It's being hard. Please, take out this will to look into my husband's things. I DON'T wanna see. But I'm feeling oppressed to do so.. I know you're doing something great, and I'll see it soon, so help me not ruining everything or giving up on this, because this is so hard.. I feel like I barely recover from one stab and I receive another.. The good thing is, with a new wound hurting really sharp, the old one doesn't seem to hurt so much.. Help me focusing on your grace Dad, so I won't feel any pain from any wound.. Dad please, make the bank return that money to us somehow. Don't let our enemies have success in their plans against us. It would probably be ok for you to leave that thing the way it is if it was only bad for my husband. But that money being stolen won't be bad only for him, it will also be bad for me... Even though it was my husband's mistakes, do it for me.. Also, give me strength and will to do my things.. I feel like I just wanna sink in the ground and become one with the earth.. It is being so hard in university.. I have pending things to deliver, I have many things to study, and I'm not understanding at all some subjects.. Dad, please, make me capable, I feel so dumb, unprepared, incapable for this.. I feel weak even to pray, please Dad, come with your grace and favor to me..